"Music is my life"
Without music my life is an empty void of nothing. It's been a full year since i have been in the studio, venting my thoughts in the booth. With that being said this last year has been a living hell. I have so much i wanna say and so much i wanna write but my mind is caged. The inspiration i had months back has ceased to exist.
Physically and mentally i am noticeably weakened. The one thing is love most is for the moment out of reach. I can no longer outstretch my mind to my unattainable dream.
I'm not saying that I'm giving up on my music. That thought has plagued my mind once, and i have vowed to myself never to let those blasphemous thoughts cloud my mind again.
I am simply stating that until i am able to continue the path of hip hop greatness, my actions, thoughts, and life will be totally different. I'm not asking anyone to give me a handout, or to put me on their "squad". I want to be able to continue my music in a studio i can call my own.
This music is my destiny........
Right now, it's on hold.